A bunch of people have asked me to share my personal sketch for graduate school. So here it is, along with a couple pictures, one of me in the military, one very current one of me racing and another from my travels in SE Asia.
The sounds of mortars exploding
filled the warm, dry, July air in northern Iraq, as they did on so many nights.
This night was different though; the mortars were exploding only 15 feet from
our tent. I had never moved as fast as I had that night. Shrapnel tearing
through our tent and explosions landing so close I couldn’t hear the screams of
my fellow soldiers. It took me years of healing to recover from my experiences
in Iraq.
Only 19 years old and looking for a
purpose in life, thinking I didn’t have a shot at college I joined the
military. I spent two years on active duty and was deployed to Iraq at the
fragile age of 19. Seeing the abhorrent conditions and direction the US
military was taking this country in, I became bitter and stuck in a war I
didn’t truly believe in.
Returning from Iraq, my life spun
out of control. Receiving
inadequate reintegration into normal society, I began drinking to cope with the
trauma I had experienced. After several months of living in misery I made a
decision to turn my life around. I moved to a small rural town in the
Berkshires and reconnected with my family’s Native American heritage. Growing
up, I spent every weekend of my childhood attending Powwows all around New
England. I participated in sweat lodge, dancing, drumming, and many other
ceremonies. It became a part of me. Through reconnecting to my roots and
returning to weekly powwows I found a sense of purpose and connection with
something greater than myself.
I found a part-time job at a health
and wellness center. And another part-time job at a substance abuse
rehabilitation center, taking clients on three-day therapeutic nature based
camping trips. This opened a whole new world of healing and transformation.
While working, I started taking classes at a local community college and
eventually earned an associates degree in liberal arts. After a year of working
at this health and wellness center I had come to learn a lot about my healing
process and myself. I wanted to give back, to make amends for the things I had experienced
at war. I knew if I went on a mission to give back in Iraq I would surely be
killed or captured. I decided to go on a journey to Southeast Asia and do what
I could for a country impacted negatively by the US military. I decided to
spend a large part of my journey in Cambodia, getting to know the people, and
helping where I could. I chose Cambodia because of the ripple effect of the
Vietnam War and the rise of the Khmer Rouge killing millions of innocent Khmer
people. I took off with a plane ticket to Bangkok, my bicycle, and a backpack
with some gear. This would start a six thousand mile, four countries,
six-month, life-changing journey. Before I left, I threw a big party and was
able to raise over two-thousand dollars to fund my philanthropic journey. The
party was an idea of mine, but I quickly had people and businesses from all
over Berkshire County helping me out. Friends helped me approach local business
owners who gladly donated gift certificates or goods once they were educated on
my story and this quest I was about to embark on. Over 200 people came to the
benefit party that night, close friends, family members, local businesses, and
people who had read about me in articles written for both local papers, The
Berkshire Eagle, and The Berkshire Record. I couldn’t believe the amount of
support pouring in all around me. It was one of the most rewarding experiences
and greatest parties of my life.
This trip changed my life and the
way I saw the world. I learned the true meaning of the word compassion and
humility. Traveling by bicycle, I rode through Thailand, Cambodia, Malaysia and
finally Indonesia. I came in close contact with poverty, sickness, death,
disease, hunger and sadness. I also saw the most beautiful acts of compassion,
selflessness, love, and kindness. Spending nights with families that would take
me in when it was getting dark and I had no place to sleep, also, with groups
of monks in Cambodia at pagodas all over rural landscapes. After traveling and
getting to know the people of Cambodia I decided to invest directly in them.
During my travels I met a young student named Len Laim, a young man who came
from one of the poorest provinces in rural Cambodia. He was extremely smart and
had taught himself English. He was studying medicine at the countries capital
in Phnom Penh. I spent two weeks, living as he did, including sleeping on the
floor of a pagoda. I got to know him well. He had great ideas of improving the
medical care in rural Cambodia and he inspired me to help where I could. I used
the money I had raised to buy him his first laptop, a second pair of school
clothes, and other simple amenities such as a fan for his overly cramped Pagoda
room and a simple mattress to sleep on. I used the other half of my money to
fund his rural school project. I spent time with his family in Siem Reap
province and met the school children and visited the school Laim had built with
his own hands. I updated a detailed blog of my entire trip and have posted
entries regularly for the past three years.
www.timdurrin1.blogspot.com.
While in Siem Reap, recovering from a bicycle accident, I was flown to the
countries capital Phnom Penh to be interviewed by BBC. They later wrote an
article on my mission and journey in Cambodia.
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Last March I was approached by
academy award winning producer Pamela Boll. She received my name from Steven
Cope, the Director of the Institute of Extraordinary Living at Kripalu. I did a
piece a for the IEL a couple years back on how yoga and meditation positively
impact soldiers with PTSD returning from Iraq. Pam wanted to feature me in a
documentary called “A Small Good Thing”. The documentary will be about
connecting to a more meaningful life and following your passions. They have been
filming me for the past year and even flew me to Alaska to film me with the
family I have up there. The movie will be released next spring.
While working at the treatment
center I became fascinated by people and their stories of trauma and how they
chose the paths they were on. I enjoyed interacting directly with clients and
helping them figure out their problems and giving healthy advice. I decided to
pursue a degree in psychology.
I applied and was accepted to
Burlington College in Vermont to begin my studies in psychology. Working full
time and being in school full time was emotionally and mentally draining. Just
as important to me as my schoolwork was my self-care. I started racing bicycles
while in school for my associate degree. Inspired by my brother Jeremy,
professional bike racer for Optum-Kelly Benefit, I put all my physical practice
into training and living as healthy as I possibly could. I excelled at bike
racing and it became a lifestyle for me, one that would lead to a lifetime
practice. I pedaled through the amateur ranks of road and cyclocross racing,
excelling from category 5 to category 2 in just a years time, I now race at a
professional level for the JAM fund cycling team out of Easthampton. The amount
of passion and dedication I bring to everything I do shows in my racing,
academic, personal, and professional life.
A strong belief in self-healing,
healthy living, making good decisions, taking responsibility, creating healthy
and nurturing support systems, and having a spiritual and physical practice is
why I believe Smith to be the best program for me. I believe I bring a lot to
the table and will be a great social worker once clinically trained.
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